"The water is getting cold, luv. You going to stand there all night? Let’s dry off and then you can do whatever
you want." Spike offered, with a suggestive grin. He saw Xander close his eyes, take a deep breath and nod.
Xander opened the shower door, allowing Spike to step out. The blond vamp grabbed a big, beige, fluffy towel and handed
it to Xander before grabbing himself a similar one and drying himself off. Xander nearly swallowed his tongue as he watched
his lover rub the soft fabric all over his amazing body. Holy crap! He knew he was stealing expressions from Dawn,
but damn, he had never been jealous of a towel until now. He rubbed his own towel over his body, almost copying Spike’s
every move. The vampire looked up and both men bit back moans as the electricity in the room became nearly tangible. The sexual
tension was thicker than the steam leftover from their shower. Spike reached out and snagged Xander’s towel, throwing
both wet towels in the hamper next to the shower cubicle. Xander ducked his head and practically bolted out the bathroom door.
Spike stared after him, startled. He hurried after the boy.
"It’s a bit late to be running now, don’t you think, Xan?"
"This is crazy! I’ve never been this horny before! Do you still think we’re were jinxed? I can’t believe
I’m complaining about having really hot sex." He muttered, running a hand over his face. "I guess I don’t want
this to only be about sex...you know? I mean, I love you and you love me, right? So, sex can’t be all to our relationship,
right? Am I being stupid? I’m being stupid." He answered his own question.
"You are not stupid, it’s a legit question, yeah? You want to know if what we think is love is only lust. It’s
not...baby, it’s like I’ve been saying...we are just alike. I wouldn’t have claimed you if it was just for
the hot sex. Angelus would have, but not me. I’m a romantic kind of guy." He grinned rakishly at the boy and was pleased
to see Xander’s lips curve into an amused smile. He leaned toward the boy, raised his head and kissed Xander lightly,
reassuring him. "If you want to take it slow, I’ll slow it down, okay, luv?"
"Spike...aren’t we kind of married now? We haven’t exactly taken anything slow." Xander fingered the
marks Spike had left on his body, groaning softly as a jolt of pleasure went straight to his groin. He jerked his fingers
away. "I’m sorry I’m being all weird about this. I don’t know why I’m freaking."
"You’re freaking because I make you horny, but it’s more than that, isn’t it? You’ve never
been sexually attracted to men before, have you? This whole bloody thing is new to you. No wonder you’re scared. You
know I would never hurt you. I feel the same pull as you do, Xander. I look at you and I burn...I didn’t even burn for
Dru and she was my Sire. Angelus wanted me to burn for him, but I couldn’t. I feel like this thing with you is so right.
I claimed you, Xan...I claimed you. I love you. Maybe you need some time to think about everything. I can go
back to the crypt and let you sort things out." Spike turned to go get his clothes, but Xander grabbed him by the arm.
"I don’t want you to go. Stay here...you going to leave me alone on our wedding night?" He managed a wobbly smile.
He saw the hesitation in Spike’s eyes and he dropped his eyes to the floor, feeling as if he had just been rejected.
"If you want me to stay, I’ll stay. It’s up to you, Xander."
"Stay. Can we just say this was wedding jitters? Please?" Xander gave Spike his best puppy dog eyes. The vamp caved within
two seconds.
"Bloody hell...those eyes..." Spike groaned, "You don’t play fair, pet. I’m never going to win an argument,
am I? Not that we were arguing..."
"Come here, Blondie." Xander pulled his lover into his arms, hugging Spike before planting a gentle kiss on the vampire.
The gentle kiss didn’t last for long as they wrapped their arms around each other and Spike deepened the kiss, moaning.
Xander made a strangled sound in his throat as Spike slid his hands down to caress the boy’s firm ass, causing their
erections to rub together. Xander walked Spike backwards until they reached his bed. Spike gasped, as the back of his knees
bumped the mattress, jerking his mouth from Xander’s. He stared into the boy’s dark eyes, shuddering at the heat
he saw there. Xander kissed Spike again, this time the kiss wasn’t gentle, it was a hungry, devouring kiss that burned
Spike from the inside out. "I love you...I want you...Spike..." Xander panted, as he slowly ended the kiss. Spike looked up
at him, dazed. The vampire nodded, licking his lips.
"I’m all yours, luv." Spike reached up and lovingly stroked Xander’s face. Spike whimpered as Xander grabbed
his hand, pressing a kiss against the cool palm. He whimpered again as Xander did it again, pleasure shot right through him
causing his stomach to clench and his cock to jerk.
"Let me love you, Spike...I want to lay you down and slide deep inside you...I want to hear those sexy little sounds you
make when I’m thrusting into you..." Xander murmured, watching as Spike’s eyes fluttered closed, feeling himself
harden as the blond moaned.
"Xander, baby...oh, bloody hell..."
"Say yes...tell me that’s what you want...please, Spike..." Xander dropped a kiss on Spike’s shoulder, brushing
his tongue against the bite marks there.
"I thought...you didn’t want this to be all about sex?"
"Not sex...I want to make love...I want to make love with you." Xander nuzzled Spike’s neck, kissing the soft, pale
skin. Spike gasped as he was pushed down on Xander’s mattress, moaning softly as the boy followed him down, their bodies
rubbing erotically together. He felt another jolt of pleasure as he heard Xander’s echoing moan. Xander moved down Spike’s
body, licking and sucking at the cool flesh. Spike groaned, biting his lip, as Xander teased a nipple with his warm, wet tongue.
"Mmmm...you taste so good...smell so good...feel so right beneath me...yeah...moan for me, baby...again..." Spike began to
pant as Xander’s words sent his senses reeling. He arched his back, moaning just as Xander asked, rolling his hips.
"Xander...Xander...luv, please..." Spike pleaded, as the man moved down his body even further. Xander ignored the blond,
running his tongue over Spike’s sexy abs before circling his bellybutton. Spike rolled his hips again as if to assuage
the sweet pain in the pit of his stomach that Xander was causing with his devastating seduction.
TBC...