Four hours later, Spike awoke to pure pleasure as Xander swirled his tongue tentatively around the silken tip of Spike’s cock. Spike fought the nearly overwhelming urge to thrust up into Xander’s hot, moist mouth. He moaned, catching the boy’s attention.

"Xander! Oh bloody hell! No, baby, don’t stop...Xander...Xander!" Spike began to roll his hips. Parting his lips, Xander took as much of Spike’s cock as he could without choking, his head bobbing as he sucked the vamp off. For someone who had never done this before, Xander was a natural, Spike decided, but didn’t dare insult the boy by saying so. "God, pet...I’m gonna pop..." Xander moaned around Spike’s erection, wanting to see his lover cum. "OH! XANDER! XANDER! FUCK! XANDER! AHHH!" Spike arched off the bed, nearly choking Xander. Xander swallowed instinctively and Spike screamed as he came down Xander’s throat. "FUCKIN" CHRIST! XANDER! JESUS! OH! XANDER!" Xander licked him clean and felt the shudder that ripped through the blond as Spike fell back onto the bed. "You don’t play fair, luv. I was asleep...not that I’m complaining...bloody fantastic way to wake up." He pulled Xander into a rough, but sweet kiss. "We have just enough time to clean up and get something to eat before we go to the meeting...unless you really don’t want me there?" Spike had that soft voice again.

"I was mad, you know that. You always seem to bring out the worst in me...well, not always." Xander blushed. "You know what I mean. Until yesterday, we fought constantly. Giles was ready to toss us both out of the house that one time and Buffy threatened to put us in the training room until we got out all our ‘male aggression’ and swore that if we didn’t stop ‘trying to see whose was bigger’ she was going to stake us both." Spike’s lips twitched, but he didn’t laugh. "Would you not come to the meeting if I said I don’t want you there?"

"Why would a waste of space go to a meeting he wasn’t wanted at?" Spike asked bitterly, thinking Xander was answering his earlier question.

"No...I didn’t mean...I was an asshole, okay? All that stuff I said..."

"You meant every word or you wouldn’t have said it, whelp."

"No! You walked out on me and you’re the one who broke his promise, not me!" Xander argued, feeling almost more betrayed than he had when Spike had actually walked out on him after the most amazing sex he had ever had.

"What is it that you think I promised you, Xander?" Spike glared at the boy.

"You said that you WOULDN’T hurt me!" Xander shouted, "You LIED! As soon as you got your kicks playing Seduce the Loser, you insulted me and left!"

"You are NOT a loser! I was pissed because you made me lose control! I’ve never cum that fast or that hard with anyone else in my entire existence! I’m in love with you, you stupid, little boy!" Spike shouted back, blinking in surprise as he realized what he had just confessed to the human. "Oh, bloody fucking hell."

"What?" Xander wheezed, sure that he had heard the blond vampire incorrectly. Spike...beautiful, sexy, sultry Spike was in love with...him?

"I’m in love with you, all right? You’re a bloody demon magnet, yeah? I’m a demon. I’ve fancied you since you tied me up to that soddin’ chair...maybe even before that. Angel knew that night at the school that you were my type...sweet, young, dark eyes that you get so lost in you feel like you’re drowning, silky hair that just makes you want to run your fingers through it." Spike’s voice was becoming more and more husky with each description until Xander was as hard as a rock beneath the silk sheets. "Lips that beg to be kissed...and a body that could tempt the devil himself..."

"Spike..."

"Tell me you love me, too, Xander...Tell me I’m not making something out of nothing...please? I’ve made so many mistakes in the past...I can’t go through that again." Spike implored, his voice shaking, his expression desperate. "Tell me this isn’t just about sex."

"You know it isn’t." Xander said, softly, "I can’t stop thinking about you...how right it feels when you touch me...how safe I feel sleeping in your arms...this isn’t just about sex." He let Spike pull him into a passionate kiss, responding eagerly. They were both panting by the time the kiss ended.

TBC...